I must, will, endure, a hard toll for sure. For my heart holds to the sweetness, the completeness of knowing you, of loving you and being known and loved by you, a beat patterned to the core. May this heart's memory hold true and the day come, sometime, where I'll once again lean into the strength of you.
Only not this night, during this season of winter harsher than snows, for I can just cry, so cold, so lost for you.
I can only cry for my love, my dear.